Sunday, May 31, 2009

What Happened To May?

Wow, it's already May 31st and I haven't written a single blog post this month. For someone who loves to write, I must admit I'm surprised I haven't actually posted anything all month. Yet as I look back over the month, I find that I've done a great deal of writing, none of it visible to anyone but me for the moment.

Weather wise May has had it's ups and downs which seemed to more or less mirror my life. There have been some wonderful 'ups' including a week's vacation and some 'downs' where I have felt frustrated with the way things were progressing or actually not progressing in my life.

It was a month of change and transformation for me. Rather than continue to invest time and energy into something that wasn't giving me the results I desired, I stopped and re-evaluated things. It had become obvious to me that I needed to make changes to the way I was doing things if I expected different results.

So I spent time thinking about what I wanted, what I really wanted and what I found was I wanted more.

I wanted more from my relationships; meaning I wanted my relationships to be stronger, happier, healthier, more loving, more committed, more supportive ~ me giving as well as receiving all these things in all my relationships.

I wanted more from my work; meaning I wanted to work more, help others to live the lives they had always dreamed of. I wanted to do more public speaking, more seminars, more workshops.

I wanted more from life in general. More time with family, more time with friends, more love, more laughter, more happiness, more health. I just wanted more in every aspect of my life.

It's not that I was unhappy with my life, it was that I just felt I wasn't living my life to the fullest; that there was more that I could do, give, and experience if I wanted to, if I choose to do something about it now.

So, with deliberate intention, I spent the month working towards creating more in my life. As a Transformation Guide and Coach, I know what it takes to create more. My work is all about transforming what isn't working in your life into what you desire, so I merely had to walk the talk, so to speak. The great thing about transformation is once you have committed to change and have a very clear vision of what you want and begin to move towards it, things begin to happen very fast to get you to where you want to be.

I had a new vision of what I wanted in my life and I created a plan in which to achieve this goal. Part of this included creating a whole new business plan as well as a series of seminars and workshops. This is ambitious plan meant I had to sit down and write the seminars and create the workshops and believe me, that worked out to be a lot of writing!

I only realized today that I still needed to write my monthly newsletter (it's free and you can sign up for it on my website) and that I had not posted anything in my blog all month. So in effect, more writing. I did say I wanted more and with the work I have done in May I expect I will be experiencing more of what I desire in my life ~ simply because I chose to make the changes needed to create the more I desire.

I suspect June is going to be GREAT!